filled to the brim with uncertainty...

and I feel it beginning to spill over.

I actually think I'm not okay right now. Something needs to change, and I'm not sure what.

Are these growing pains? Uncomfortable in the shift?

I am filled with greed - I want more, I want more, I want more. I want more from you..

You know, to be honest. I just want to be normal, in terms of us, I guess. I want to go out for a purpose, not steal moments to ourselves. I want there to be initiation and answer, not quiet assumption. I don't think I like this.
I'm not me, its not we, so I'm floating in this weird gray area in between. The lines are getting a little too blurred and I'm not sure if I'm treading water in the ocean or actually standing on shore. Where does the beach start and stop??

Really starting to take a toll on me. I don't like secrets anymore.