What is it about his antics that are bothering me right now?
Is it because I want to feel important and he's trying to step on me to feel important?
Is this my ego?
Is it a culmination of disliking the circumstances of my job and his added stress?
Is my way of chasing just what I want a way of avoiding what I don't want?
Which battles do I have to fight and which battles can I sidestep?
There are certain things I want to be surrounded with.. is it my way of protecting myself?
Why does it bother me so much?
why am I letting it bother me so much?
Is it because he is continually pointing out things I don't know the answer to? Is it my ego?
I do have issues with "not-knowing"....
But its so fucking annoying! Its rude for you to ask me about it, and its really none of my business, and not under my jurisdiction. For that particular problem, its not because I don't have any answers, its because he's asking ridiculous questions. Questions that there are no answers to, really.
Its not even like he remembers the answer I give him anyways...
What do I do. Where do I go. How do I handle.
Hush Ego. You have no place here. Lets see how things go, Ego-less. If it's still annoying, I know we have a problem on our hands.
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