Sunday, January 11, 2015

not much

Do I hear my inner voice and listen to my intuition?

I would say, sometimes. I try to be very in tune with the world and other people, but in being so focused on the bigger picture, I think I get neglected along the way. Plus my brain loves to talk. Oh, does it love to talk. So I might hear my inner voice, but not heed it. I might listen to my intuition, but ignore it. It's a work in progress.

Do I ask for help without feeling guilty?

No. I don't. It's difficult for me to lean on people without some seemingly negative repercussions. Everybody wants a piece for themselves, and I understand and empathize with that. It's a natural animal trait. I don't like to take things away from people because I'm not sure what I can offer them in return. 

What is the price I am willing to pay for realizing my dream?

I'm very willing to give up my social connections. However, more and more I feel that, perhaps, my dreams cannot succeed without my bonds with people. So it's very counterintuitive that the thing I'm wiling to give up to succeed might actually be the area in which I can succeed. Of course, some time must be expended, but I think the most important thing that I should learn to give up for my success is my own sense of dignity and belief of Self - my Ego. I think I'm so absorbed in the person that I would like to become that I'm not actually becoming anything, I'm just running around in circles. I need to be willing to give up who I think I am.

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