waiting games

Another meditation. When I begin to descend into trance-like states, my eyes begin to flutter from the vibrations in my brain.
I find it easier and easier to ground myself.
Today I visualized my "answer box". I walked a sandy path to a round stone tower, a wooden door ajar. I entered, and beheld a great long table, at the head of which was a brown wooden box with a bear mouth clasp. I picked up the quill and wrote upon a parchment, "Where do I go from here? What job will I take? " and outlined in my head the specifics, a job in music with people I enjoy and good pay (since money comes to me easily in all ways). I will state that I am unconcerned with my life craft, I am already working on that! I just wanted to know how I should steer my life so that the ins and outs of my mind are parallel.
So I folded up the parchment, 1, 2 and roll, and placed it in the bear mouth box and clasped the lock. After several seconds, I retrieved the parchment from the box and unrolled it, and unfolded it once. I did not read the parchment. I felt like I already knew what it would say.
Carrying the paper, I walked back out, out the door, down the sandy path and brought myself back to the present. I envisioned myself, at my desk, the energy in my hands, circulating, and unfolded the paper. One word was written upon the paper,

wait

and then I understood

it is coming.